SOBDO KENO DHUYOR MOTO?

AAKAR

2002 sale G.C.A.C theke sculpture niya pass out korar por serokom orthe sculpture niye kono kaj korini. Oai somoy ami advertising niye metechilam. Kharap chilo na eai pray 9 bochorer journey ta. Bes bhalonek kichu sikhechi ekhan theke.

Jai hok amar collage somoy er kaj gulo chilo ektu onno rokomer  orthat jab halo lagto tai kortam serkom bhabe kono bisoy kendrik chilo na. sudhui matro bhalolagar jonno kaj gulo kortam, kintu final year er seser dike amar kaj korar dhoron ta ektu bodle chilo. Bisoy chilo gol (circle).prthibite joto jibonto form ache jader amra chokhe dekhte pai kinba paina, tader shape kirokom bhabe somoy er sathe sathe bodle jai kintu suru r ses ta pray eki shape a eshe ses hoi. Jeta holo gol (shape).

Poroborti somoy amar kajer bisoy chilo ostitto ebong khusi, orthat- (Existence and Happiness) somoyer sathe sathe cholte giye amra amder doinodin jiboner eto bestota te  amra nijeder khusi take bhule jete cholechi. Protiti manus manus sudhu doure berache eke k jon eke k ta karone. Emon ki amra cinema, natok r jokhon kono prodorshoni dekhte jai tokhono onek besi chintito thaki.etotao to chintar kono karon nei.kichu kaj ache jei kaj gulo bujhte giye onek matha ghamate hoi jani kintu kichuta muhurto jodi amar somosto kichu bhule giye ektu mon khule haste pari tahole hoyto kothao na kothao ektu bhalo bhabe manus thakte pare. Amra  protidiner chola ferar modhye emon kichu kaj (activity) kora thaki ja kokhono jodi aynar samne nijera kori tahole nijerai nijeder k dekhe hese kuto puti khabo. Tai ami amar eai rokomer bes kichu (posture) onno ekti pranir modhye diye dekhanor chesta korechi.

Er por ami kaj kora pray bondho kore diyechilam. Ekhon 2011- pray 9 to 10 bochor por jokhon kaj kora abar suru korlam orthat bhaba suru korlam mone ekta prosno jegechilo seta, ki kaj korbo? R tar thekeo boro prosno chilo j kenoi ba korbo? R jodi kori seta kirokom dhoroner kaj hobe? R jodi ami abar kaj suru kori tahole ki emon kichu kichu poriborton hobe amar ebong amar eai somajer? Bhalo laga ba bhalo basar jayga ta chiro kali okhoto thake, etai sune eschi choto belar theke, kintu eta joti sotti hoy tahole manuser moner bhetore eto keno osthirota? Kintu tar pasa pasi ekta jinis likho kori amra sobai, manus jokhon kono pithosthane jay ba kino mondir, mosjid, church, mosk, guruduwara te jai tokhon manus onek besi santi pay, jotokhoni se sekhane thaku k na keno. ekta odbhut santi, jeta hoyto ajj kal sosan ba kono kobor khana te giyeo paowa jai na. Er pechone karon ta ki? Sei karon ta khujte giye ekta sundor jinis dekhlam seta holo kichu geometric  shape. Scince er sohojogitay eai shape gulo k emon bhabe toiri kora hoyeche jekhane manuser saririk ebong manosik obostha onek besi santi te (peace) thake. Ebong amar mone hoy erokom onek shape ba akar ache jar samne gele manus onek santi pai.

etogulo kotha bolar pechone karon ta holo j ami jei bhabe chinta bhabna kori sekhane ami mone kori j amar nijer eai somajer proti ekta daybodhota ache.amra nijeder k artist bole mone kori. Karon r pach jon manuser theke alada bhabe proti ta jinis k dekte pai bole. Eta amar mone hoy j amder kaj sudhu nijer bhalo laga bhalo basha ta ke express kora noi, eai somaj k kichu deowa. jate  onno kono manus o jeno upokrito hoy. Seta jekono akare hok na keno - manosik ba saririk.

Tai amar ebarer kajer bisoy holo (THE POWER OF SHAPES).

Amar mone hoy eai prithibi ta j eto sundor tar mukhho karon holo manus. Karon eto kichu jiniser soundarjer sothik biboron ekmatro manusi korte pare bole amar mone hoi. kintu somoy er  poribortoner sathe sathe amader eai prithibir onek kichu poriborton hoyeche. Ebong tar modhye ekta bises poriborton holo manuser manosikotar ekta boro akare poriborton hoyeche. Manus onek besi hinsro hoye jache er pechone sothik karon ta amar jana nei. Kintu ekta kotha ami nirdidhay bolte pari j kono na kono karone manus tar nijer santi khuje berache, ek ek jon ek ek bhabe, manus ager theke onek besi manosik ebong saririk bhabe durboll hoye jache. ebong samoyik santir  jonno onek kitrim jiniser proti akorsito hoche. Adou ki er theke sukh ba kono rokomer santi paowa jete pare? Ebong jodi paowa jai tahole keno abar r ekta jiniser theke sukh ba santir khoje beriye pora? Eta ki manuser instinct? R jodi eta hoye thake tahole sudhui keno seta sudhu kono joro podarthor upore atke thakbe? Amar mone hoy amra onek besi indecision a bhugi r tar jonnoi eto besi somossa. Karon ta khuje dekhte gele dekha jabe j tarai eai somossar sommukhin hoi jara nijedr jibon take onek besi jantrik jiboner sathe nijeder k joriye feleche, r onek besi bahari chak chikkor proti akristo hoy. Ami bolchi na j ami etar pokhopati noi, kintu kothao jeno ekta sunnota kaj kore amader sobar modhye, ebong sei jonno kichu ta somoy nijer jonno ber kore bhaba uchit jeta amra sobai korchi seta thik na bhul, ebong thik hole koto ta thik ba bhul hole kotota bhul eai map kathi ta amder protiti manuser bibechona kora dekha uchit.

Eai niyom ta ke mene cholar jonno kono kichu ekta obolombon dorkar. Ami mone kori ajj k jei somoy eseche sekhane dariye amader ektu meditation kora uchit. R sei karone emon kichu shapes toiri korar chesta korchi jei shapes gulo amader nijeder mon ta ke onek besi santi dite parbe bole amar mone hoy.    

EKTA DIN AR EKTA RATER KACHE CHUTE JAI.

surjo otha k amra boli din r ostho jaowa k boli rat. chotor theke dekhe aschi, eai porbo take kintu kono dino seta ke ek gheye mone hoyni.karon ta ki jani na.kintu amra besir bhag manusera infact amio khub ekta pochondo krtam na. jodio ajj kall j khub besi pochondo korchi tao noi, tobe rat ta k upobhog korara chesta korchi. karon ta hoyto ektu hasso kor hote pare sobar kache. kintu amar kache bisoy ta bes odbhut legeche. ki sundor kore jokhon surjer alo prithibir upor pore gach, pala, pakhi, pokhi, jontu janoar manus jon sobar modhye  odbhut sokti niye sobai hasi mukhe nijer din ta suru kore, bes bhalo lage dekhte, thik tototai kharap lage jokhon sobai abar surjer alo chole jaowar sathe sathe nistej hoye ghumiye pore. amio tader modhye betikrom noi.ek rate jokhon dekhlam aar 10/10 er ghor ta te chder alo dhuke j odbhut sundor kore tulechilo ta ami hoyto sara jibone bhulbo na. tober theke opekha te achi abar kobe ami dekhbo amar ghorte k orokom sundor kore sajte. sedin amar mone hoyechilo j eai rat o tototai sundor joto ta sokaler surjer alo, kintu amra sobai pari na tar soundorjo k biboron korte ba upobhog korte. sedin rate amar mone ekta prosno jegechilo- mone hochilo jokhon surjo ostho jabe r chand uthbe oai somoy take ami upobhog korbo, dekhbo kemon lage, dekhte. jei somot dujoner miloner somoy. dub debo tader dujoner alor modhye. tai sara rat ami r ghumoi ni. opekha korte suru korlam,boro bhalo lagchilo rat ta k upobhog korte. kintu jokhon somoy ta elo tokhon ami sudhu dekhei gelam nirbak hoye. ja ami hoyto r age kono dekte pabo ki na janina. jani na r kono dino dubte parbo ki na tader oai sonali ronge. ja ami peyechi sedin ta amar kache ekta bisal boro paowa.


sediner por theke ekta jinis ami sikhechi j kono kichu tei bhenge porle cholbe na. mone jor rakh te hobe asbe ek somoy jei somoy sonali alo ja amader onek somossar somadhan ber kore debe. r bolbe egiye cholo. 

ICHEYA DANA...

Jani na ja bhabchi seta bhul na thik, tobe ja bhabchi seta to amake kortei hobe. Ta na hole j nijer kache nijei choto  hoye jabo. J rasta te cholte cholechi jani na seta thik na bhul, tobe amake j cholte hobe. Jani na tate ami koto din bacho ki bachbo na, kintu amake j bachte hobei. Hasi pache nijer upor…. Koto kotha bhebe chilam, koto sopno bune chilam, ajo buni, kintu seta k r bastobaiyo kore uthte parchi na. keno parchi na? eai prosno ta nijeke jigges korlam ajj – sudhu ekta utto also , bacho onner jonno - nijer jonno noi. Nijer sopno dekho onno der modhye. Kintu ami to nijer jonno bachte chai, sopno puron korte chai nijer. Boro ekta donder modhye atke achi, jani na ki korbo, kichu bujhte parchi na. ek ek somoy bhabi j paliye jai, beriye jai somosto somporko bhenge diye, emon ekta jaiga te jekhane amake keu jane na, keu chene na. sudhu dekhbo tader soundorjo, nebo tader bhalo basha, nebo tader gondho, suye thakbo tader kole, jekhane thakbe na kono chaowa paowa. Sudhui bhabi kore utth te pari na, jokhon mone pore choto bela te ba ma sikhiye chilo j jara paliye jai tara kapurus, tader eai sundor prthibir buke beche thakar kono odhukar nei, tara sudhu nite pare dite kichu pare na.Tokhon mone hoy j na eder modhye thekei lorai kore bachbo. Kintu kono bol paina sorire r mone. 

JIBASSO

Jibasso sobdo tar sathe amra so called sikhito manusera sobai porichito. R amra onekei jani j etar mane ki ? poroborti somoy etar chehara dekhte kemon hoy seta asha kori karor jante ba dekhte  baki nei.tobu bhoy nei karor mone etotukuni.  Choto belate porechilam bonno ra bone sundor, sisu ra matri kole. Eai samanno kothatar mane ki eai sobho saomajer manusera bojhena? na ki bujheo na bojhar  chesta kore? Je bhabe manuser doinondin jiboner proyojoniota bere choleche setake jodi manus  simito na korte pare tahole  jei somoy amader bhobissote aste choleche jani na PRTHIBIR akarta gole theke ekti sundon choturbhuje porinoto hobe ki na. sobujer rong bodlate suru koreche, thanda batash usno hote suru koreche, nodi tar nijer rasta chere onno rasta te cholte suru koreche, chota ritu ajj kall r dekha jai na seta pray teen te ritu te poriborton koreche. Manuser sorrier gothon poriporton hote suru koreche, moumachi der ajj kall r dekha jai na. projapoti ra ajj kall r rong choriye beray na. pakhira r pagol hoye gan gay na, holud r kalo dora kata prani ra  to pray bhogobaner kache nijeder k somorpon koreche. Ebhabe jodi cholte thake jani na ki hote choleche…

Epashe sara bharot boshe anti corruption niye lorai hoche- ekjon manush k sara desher manusera somorthon korche, amio korchi. kintu ekta prosno sobar kache sotti amra sothik karon guli jene somorthon korchi eai anti corruption k? r jodi seta hoye thake tahole amar boctobbo ache – desh sadhiner pray 65 bochorer modhye to prochur corruption amra nijera toiri korechi ebong proti dini kore thaki jene ba na jene. Amar mone hoy nijeder bhetor theke corruption k jotokhon na ber korbe, totokhon amder prthibir akar bodlatei thakbe.

BIG FISH

SHAKTI

jani na manuser eto dipresion kotheke ashe? ami bolchi na kj amar modhye nei kintu tulona mulok hisebe onek tai kom. amar jiggasa ekta j manus keno protiti jinis k sohoj bhabe nite pare na? sohoj bhabe bhabte pare na? manus keno proti ti kothar pechone onno kono mane dhore niye boshe thake? sasist a ami ageo gechilam kintu ebar giye aro onno kichu jinis dekhlam. ja amar janar poriman ta hoyto onek tai bhari holo.
eai video ta te bes onek manuser onek moner kotha lekha ache. jara kina dukhe ba koste bhalo basha ba bhalo lagar jaiga theke onek kotha likhe rekhe hgeche kichu kotha ami udhar korte pereche kichu parini karon oai bhasha gulo amai jani na. tobe ekta kotha bolte pari okhane ami jader k dekhechi ba tader sathe kotha bole kichu ta bojhar chesta korechi tara somosto kichur modhye santi khoje.kono dhoroner kono complication tader modhye nei. tara bhabe j manuser jibon dharoner jonno needs ta puro holei holo.they know only what is the meaning of "NEED".