LOVE OF TRIANGLE...

prithibi te eai Triangle niye prochur motobad ache, ebong seta bises kore manus jon k niye. amar bolar bokttobo holo triangle er bhalo basha. ebong amio tar theke betikrom noi.

WHERE THEY COME FROM

kothar theke ashe, keu jane na. Amio jani na. sudhu ekta kothai jani j kono na kono jaiga to nischoi ache, jekhan theke somosto kichur suru, abar ekta kothao tara mile jai. kintu kothay?

Prithibi te bhumisto hobar por thekei dekhe aschi somosto kichur suru eai bhumi te, jonmay ekti pran boro hote thake, jiboner podokhep er sathe somosto kichui jeno oai dhache toiri hote thake. baire gelei muskil. R sei muskiler pothe jara choleche tarai hoyto eai prithibite roye geche. r baki sobai jeno dhoyar sathe mishe ajo amader hatchani dey.

CHOKHE BORO BHIR JOMECHE

jome ache onek bhir, tobe seta sudhu matro sopner, bhalo lagar r bhalo bashar. ajj kall bes bhalo lagche, ses 9 bochorer obhes theke nijeke bar korte parlam ses porjonto. jani na eta kirokom anado? saririk bhabe manosik bhabe onek chap, tobuo mone hoy j na kothao jeno ekta santi lukiye ache. suru korechi cholte sei santir khoje, chokhe onek bhir niye.

PROTIJOGITA

Sobdo ta sunte sunle bes mondo lage na, amar to bes bhalo lage, mone pore choto bela te jokhon para te bose anko protijogita hoto tokhon kar kotha. ekta odbhut anubhuti. amar jibone proti jogita bolto.e ami eta kei bujhi, jekhane choto choto manus gulo tader nijer sopno gulo ke kichu rong er dara tule dhorto ja hoyto r serokom bhabe r dekhao jai na. kintu ami ajo oai din gulo k mone kore anande beche thakar chesta kori.

Ajj ker tarikhe proti jogita ta abar onnorokomer hoche, ja amra sobai jani kintu na janar ba na bojhar chesta kori. jeta holo TAKA khaowar proti jogita cholche chari dike. choto belar theke sekhano hoy eai somaje ki bhabe taka khete hoy, r ki bhabe taka khaowa te hoy, abar j khete parche na takeo j ki bhabe taka khaowabe tar bebostha cholche chari dike.

mone hoche agami r kichu bochorer modhye taka chas korar danao berobe eai prithibi te, jei somosto manusera ajo khusi te beche ache tader keo santi te bachte debe na jara eai proti jogitay ansogrohon koreche.

SOBDO KENO DHUYOR MOTO?

AAKAR

2002 sale G.C.A.C theke sculpture niya pass out korar por serokom orthe sculpture niye kono kaj korini. Oai somoy ami advertising niye metechilam. Kharap chilo na eai pray 9 bochorer journey ta. Bes bhalonek kichu sikhechi ekhan theke.

Jai hok amar collage somoy er kaj gulo chilo ektu onno rokomer  orthat jab halo lagto tai kortam serkom bhabe kono bisoy kendrik chilo na. sudhui matro bhalolagar jonno kaj gulo kortam, kintu final year er seser dike amar kaj korar dhoron ta ektu bodle chilo. Bisoy chilo gol (circle).prthibite joto jibonto form ache jader amra chokhe dekhte pai kinba paina, tader shape kirokom bhabe somoy er sathe sathe bodle jai kintu suru r ses ta pray eki shape a eshe ses hoi. Jeta holo gol (shape).

Poroborti somoy amar kajer bisoy chilo ostitto ebong khusi, orthat- (Existence and Happiness) somoyer sathe sathe cholte giye amra amder doinodin jiboner eto bestota te  amra nijeder khusi take bhule jete cholechi. Protiti manus manus sudhu doure berache eke k jon eke k ta karone. Emon ki amra cinema, natok r jokhon kono prodorshoni dekhte jai tokhono onek besi chintito thaki.etotao to chintar kono karon nei.kichu kaj ache jei kaj gulo bujhte giye onek matha ghamate hoi jani kintu kichuta muhurto jodi amar somosto kichu bhule giye ektu mon khule haste pari tahole hoyto kothao na kothao ektu bhalo bhabe manus thakte pare. Amra  protidiner chola ferar modhye emon kichu kaj (activity) kora thaki ja kokhono jodi aynar samne nijera kori tahole nijerai nijeder k dekhe hese kuto puti khabo. Tai ami amar eai rokomer bes kichu (posture) onno ekti pranir modhye diye dekhanor chesta korechi.

Er por ami kaj kora pray bondho kore diyechilam. Ekhon 2011- pray 9 to 10 bochor por jokhon kaj kora abar suru korlam orthat bhaba suru korlam mone ekta prosno jegechilo seta, ki kaj korbo? R tar thekeo boro prosno chilo j kenoi ba korbo? R jodi kori seta kirokom dhoroner kaj hobe? R jodi ami abar kaj suru kori tahole ki emon kichu kichu poriborton hobe amar ebong amar eai somajer? Bhalo laga ba bhalo basar jayga ta chiro kali okhoto thake, etai sune eschi choto belar theke, kintu eta joti sotti hoy tahole manuser moner bhetore eto keno osthirota? Kintu tar pasa pasi ekta jinis likho kori amra sobai, manus jokhon kono pithosthane jay ba kino mondir, mosjid, church, mosk, guruduwara te jai tokhon manus onek besi santi pay, jotokhoni se sekhane thaku k na keno. ekta odbhut santi, jeta hoyto ajj kal sosan ba kono kobor khana te giyeo paowa jai na. Er pechone karon ta ki? Sei karon ta khujte giye ekta sundor jinis dekhlam seta holo kichu geometric  shape. Scince er sohojogitay eai shape gulo k emon bhabe toiri kora hoyeche jekhane manuser saririk ebong manosik obostha onek besi santi te (peace) thake. Ebong amar mone hoy erokom onek shape ba akar ache jar samne gele manus onek santi pai.

etogulo kotha bolar pechone karon ta holo j ami jei bhabe chinta bhabna kori sekhane ami mone kori j amar nijer eai somajer proti ekta daybodhota ache.amra nijeder k artist bole mone kori. Karon r pach jon manuser theke alada bhabe proti ta jinis k dekte pai bole. Eta amar mone hoy j amder kaj sudhu nijer bhalo laga bhalo basha ta ke express kora noi, eai somaj k kichu deowa. jate  onno kono manus o jeno upokrito hoy. Seta jekono akare hok na keno - manosik ba saririk.

Tai amar ebarer kajer bisoy holo (THE POWER OF SHAPES).

Amar mone hoy eai prithibi ta j eto sundor tar mukhho karon holo manus. Karon eto kichu jiniser soundarjer sothik biboron ekmatro manusi korte pare bole amar mone hoi. kintu somoy er  poribortoner sathe sathe amader eai prithibir onek kichu poriborton hoyeche. Ebong tar modhye ekta bises poriborton holo manuser manosikotar ekta boro akare poriborton hoyeche. Manus onek besi hinsro hoye jache er pechone sothik karon ta amar jana nei. Kintu ekta kotha ami nirdidhay bolte pari j kono na kono karone manus tar nijer santi khuje berache, ek ek jon ek ek bhabe, manus ager theke onek besi manosik ebong saririk bhabe durboll hoye jache. ebong samoyik santir  jonno onek kitrim jiniser proti akorsito hoche. Adou ki er theke sukh ba kono rokomer santi paowa jete pare? Ebong jodi paowa jai tahole keno abar r ekta jiniser theke sukh ba santir khoje beriye pora? Eta ki manuser instinct? R jodi eta hoye thake tahole sudhui keno seta sudhu kono joro podarthor upore atke thakbe? Amar mone hoy amra onek besi indecision a bhugi r tar jonnoi eto besi somossa. Karon ta khuje dekhte gele dekha jabe j tarai eai somossar sommukhin hoi jara nijedr jibon take onek besi jantrik jiboner sathe nijeder k joriye feleche, r onek besi bahari chak chikkor proti akristo hoy. Ami bolchi na j ami etar pokhopati noi, kintu kothao jeno ekta sunnota kaj kore amader sobar modhye, ebong sei jonno kichu ta somoy nijer jonno ber kore bhaba uchit jeta amra sobai korchi seta thik na bhul, ebong thik hole koto ta thik ba bhul hole kotota bhul eai map kathi ta amder protiti manuser bibechona kora dekha uchit.

Eai niyom ta ke mene cholar jonno kono kichu ekta obolombon dorkar. Ami mone kori ajj k jei somoy eseche sekhane dariye amader ektu meditation kora uchit. R sei karone emon kichu shapes toiri korar chesta korchi jei shapes gulo amader nijeder mon ta ke onek besi santi dite parbe bole amar mone hoy.    

EKTA DIN AR EKTA RATER KACHE CHUTE JAI.

surjo otha k amra boli din r ostho jaowa k boli rat. chotor theke dekhe aschi, eai porbo take kintu kono dino seta ke ek gheye mone hoyni.karon ta ki jani na.kintu amra besir bhag manusera infact amio khub ekta pochondo krtam na. jodio ajj kall j khub besi pochondo korchi tao noi, tobe rat ta k upobhog korara chesta korchi. karon ta hoyto ektu hasso kor hote pare sobar kache. kintu amar kache bisoy ta bes odbhut legeche. ki sundor kore jokhon surjer alo prithibir upor pore gach, pala, pakhi, pokhi, jontu janoar manus jon sobar modhye  odbhut sokti niye sobai hasi mukhe nijer din ta suru kore, bes bhalo lage dekhte, thik tototai kharap lage jokhon sobai abar surjer alo chole jaowar sathe sathe nistej hoye ghumiye pore. amio tader modhye betikrom noi.ek rate jokhon dekhlam aar 10/10 er ghor ta te chder alo dhuke j odbhut sundor kore tulechilo ta ami hoyto sara jibone bhulbo na. tober theke opekha te achi abar kobe ami dekhbo amar ghorte k orokom sundor kore sajte. sedin amar mone hoyechilo j eai rat o tototai sundor joto ta sokaler surjer alo, kintu amra sobai pari na tar soundorjo k biboron korte ba upobhog korte. sedin rate amar mone ekta prosno jegechilo- mone hochilo jokhon surjo ostho jabe r chand uthbe oai somoy take ami upobhog korbo, dekhbo kemon lage, dekhte. jei somot dujoner miloner somoy. dub debo tader dujoner alor modhye. tai sara rat ami r ghumoi ni. opekha korte suru korlam,boro bhalo lagchilo rat ta k upobhog korte. kintu jokhon somoy ta elo tokhon ami sudhu dekhei gelam nirbak hoye. ja ami hoyto r age kono dekte pabo ki na janina. jani na r kono dino dubte parbo ki na tader oai sonali ronge. ja ami peyechi sedin ta amar kache ekta bisal boro paowa.


sediner por theke ekta jinis ami sikhechi j kono kichu tei bhenge porle cholbe na. mone jor rakh te hobe asbe ek somoy jei somoy sonali alo ja amader onek somossar somadhan ber kore debe. r bolbe egiye cholo. 

ICHEYA DANA...

Jani na ja bhabchi seta bhul na thik, tobe ja bhabchi seta to amake kortei hobe. Ta na hole j nijer kache nijei choto  hoye jabo. J rasta te cholte cholechi jani na seta thik na bhul, tobe amake j cholte hobe. Jani na tate ami koto din bacho ki bachbo na, kintu amake j bachte hobei. Hasi pache nijer upor…. Koto kotha bhebe chilam, koto sopno bune chilam, ajo buni, kintu seta k r bastobaiyo kore uthte parchi na. keno parchi na? eai prosno ta nijeke jigges korlam ajj – sudhu ekta utto also , bacho onner jonno - nijer jonno noi. Nijer sopno dekho onno der modhye. Kintu ami to nijer jonno bachte chai, sopno puron korte chai nijer. Boro ekta donder modhye atke achi, jani na ki korbo, kichu bujhte parchi na. ek ek somoy bhabi j paliye jai, beriye jai somosto somporko bhenge diye, emon ekta jaiga te jekhane amake keu jane na, keu chene na. sudhu dekhbo tader soundorjo, nebo tader bhalo basha, nebo tader gondho, suye thakbo tader kole, jekhane thakbe na kono chaowa paowa. Sudhui bhabi kore utth te pari na, jokhon mone pore choto bela te ba ma sikhiye chilo j jara paliye jai tara kapurus, tader eai sundor prthibir buke beche thakar kono odhukar nei, tara sudhu nite pare dite kichu pare na.Tokhon mone hoy j na eder modhye thekei lorai kore bachbo. Kintu kono bol paina sorire r mone. 

JIBASSO

Jibasso sobdo tar sathe amra so called sikhito manusera sobai porichito. R amra onekei jani j etar mane ki ? poroborti somoy etar chehara dekhte kemon hoy seta asha kori karor jante ba dekhte  baki nei.tobu bhoy nei karor mone etotukuni.  Choto belate porechilam bonno ra bone sundor, sisu ra matri kole. Eai samanno kothatar mane ki eai sobho saomajer manusera bojhena? na ki bujheo na bojhar  chesta kore? Je bhabe manuser doinondin jiboner proyojoniota bere choleche setake jodi manus  simito na korte pare tahole  jei somoy amader bhobissote aste choleche jani na PRTHIBIR akarta gole theke ekti sundon choturbhuje porinoto hobe ki na. sobujer rong bodlate suru koreche, thanda batash usno hote suru koreche, nodi tar nijer rasta chere onno rasta te cholte suru koreche, chota ritu ajj kall r dekha jai na seta pray teen te ritu te poriborton koreche. Manuser sorrier gothon poriporton hote suru koreche, moumachi der ajj kall r dekha jai na. projapoti ra ajj kall r rong choriye beray na. pakhira r pagol hoye gan gay na, holud r kalo dora kata prani ra  to pray bhogobaner kache nijeder k somorpon koreche. Ebhabe jodi cholte thake jani na ki hote choleche…

Epashe sara bharot boshe anti corruption niye lorai hoche- ekjon manush k sara desher manusera somorthon korche, amio korchi. kintu ekta prosno sobar kache sotti amra sothik karon guli jene somorthon korchi eai anti corruption k? r jodi seta hoye thake tahole amar boctobbo ache – desh sadhiner pray 65 bochorer modhye to prochur corruption amra nijera toiri korechi ebong proti dini kore thaki jene ba na jene. Amar mone hoy nijeder bhetor theke corruption k jotokhon na ber korbe, totokhon amder prthibir akar bodlatei thakbe.

BIG FISH

SHAKTI

jani na manuser eto dipresion kotheke ashe? ami bolchi na kj amar modhye nei kintu tulona mulok hisebe onek tai kom. amar jiggasa ekta j manus keno protiti jinis k sohoj bhabe nite pare na? sohoj bhabe bhabte pare na? manus keno proti ti kothar pechone onno kono mane dhore niye boshe thake? sasist a ami ageo gechilam kintu ebar giye aro onno kichu jinis dekhlam. ja amar janar poriman ta hoyto onek tai bhari holo.
eai video ta te bes onek manuser onek moner kotha lekha ache. jara kina dukhe ba koste bhalo basha ba bhalo lagar jaiga theke onek kotha likhe rekhe hgeche kichu kotha ami udhar korte pereche kichu parini karon oai bhasha gulo amai jani na. tobe ekta kotha bolte pari okhane ami jader k dekhechi ba tader sathe kotha bole kichu ta bojhar chesta korechi tara somosto kichur modhye santi khoje.kono dhoroner kono complication tader modhye nei. tara bhabe j manuser jibon dharoner jonno needs ta puro holei holo.they know only what is the meaning of "NEED".

MUKHOSH

NOISE

DOT.

Dot .

Bhabar baire eai dot ta j ki jonis.  Ekta bindu j  koto rokom bhabe manuser jibon bodle dite pare ta hoyto amra onekei dekhechi ba sunechi.

.DOT .CERCLE .BINDU .DOSOMICK .FOTA  .GOL  .PUTKI .POINT  aro hoyto onek nam ache ta amar jana nei.

Protitari alda alada mane ek ek jayga te.

Dosomik sobdo ta amar kache to khubi baje – karon onke kono dino bhalo chilam na.R onek jayga te dosomick tan a bosanor jonno onke pass korte partam na. R tar jonno barite khub mar khetam, school a mar khetam, emon ki barir master moshai o er theke pechone thakto nijer hat ta poriskar korar jonno. Kothao kichu na pelei onko niye bose porto r bolto koro,  janto j ami parbo na kintu na korte hobe. Jotha riti ami partam na, bas suru hoye jeto hat saff korar pala.

Ajj porjonto jene uthte parlam na eai sundor sobdo ta k procholon suru korechilo.

Bhai fota, ek fota chona, ek fota jall, ek fota bristi, ek fota modhu aro koto ki…. sottikarer kotha bolte  gele Kintu fota jinis ta amar kache khub prochondo sobdo , keno na choto bela te pujor somoy fota lagalei prosad paowa jeto barite, sei jonno pujote balsam ki boslam na seta amar kache khub ekta proyojonio bostu chilo na.fota lagano ta amar kache khub proyojonio bostu chilo, tai kono kichu hok nah ok fota ta amilagiyei feltam tara tari.

R bhai fota te to bas fota nao r misti  khao r khabar khao pet bhore. Ahhhhhhh ki anondo. Ekhono kori majhe modhye tobe oto ta r sujob hoye othena ba somoyo paina serokom bhabe. Kintu ja korechi ta mone mone bhabi r hasi.

Sei chotto bela theke suru hoyeche goler sathe kela. Jokhon geyann hoyni tokhon  kintu ses r hoche na, jani hobeo na keno na sobi eai golei suru r golei ses. Kintu geyan  ba bodh saktir sathe sathe proti ta manus hoyto ear sathe alada alada bhabe jorito.gol k dekhechi eke k jaigate eke k rokom bhbe, boyos sathe sathe er proti amar ek odbhut bhalo basha barte suru koreche saririk r manosik bhabe . asha kori eta sudhu ami noi jar eai gol sobdo ba akrer proti bhalobasha , alpo besi sobari ache.

R setai jodi hoye thake tahole amra jei gol er upor bosobas korchi tar proti keno eto nisthurota? Ektu sochetono ta obolombol korle hoyto amra sobai aro bhalo kore eai gol er moja nite parbo. Jai hok eai gol niye kotha bolchi to ekta kotha mone pore gelo . ek bar school a porikha te  khub sundor koyekti gol ami bari ene chilam, uffff se ki din chilo amar tar por to aro bes kichu gol amar pithe toiri holo, ufffffff ajo mone ache. 

OBHIMANI OPARNA SEN

Bes onek din dhore kichu aki buki korte iche korche, kintu na chobi ta ankte parchi na kichu likhte parchi, jani lekhok noi tubuo chesta kori kichu lekhar, moner bhab ta prokash korar. Chobi ta bhaloi ankte bari kintu bohu bochor chorcha na thakar jonno seo bes monokhunno hoye ache. Onek ta amar premika der moto. Eai chobir kotha bollam to amar ek bondhur ekta kotha mone porlo se bolto ami jotokhon na tomake charchi tumi amake chrte paro na. thik serokomi chobir sathe amar somporko ta onekta premik premikar moto. Onek bochor kotha bola ba tar hat na dhorar jonno r tar sathe kotha na bollar jonno seo bes obimani oprna sen hoyeche ajj kal. Ajj kall take khub mone kori , mone pore sudhu tar jonno koto manuser sathe amar bhalo somporko, koto manus make chene. R ami kin a amon ekta manus j tar sathei somporko tyeg korechilam.

Ami jani se mene jabe amar kotha abar amra ek sathe onek sopno k futiye tulbo, onek jayga te eksathe ghurbo. Eksathe gumobo, ek sathe cholbo, ektu somoy lagbe manate ok. Jani na r koto din …

Onek din emon geche j ami r o koto rat katiyechi na khye, emon o din geche sudhu koyekta bori niyeo or sathe thekechi. Bes bhalo din guli chilo, khub anondo chilo kom chilo kintu bhalo chilo. Emon o din geche sudhu or buker upor sudhu pore chilam ghontar por ghonta, kokhono ekbarer jonneo boleni r parchi na tomar bhar nite. Sara khon khub agle rakhto. Jani na emon ekta nesa te amra chilam jar ghor ekhono ache kintu somporko tar modhye onek ta durotto eshe gechilo. Ajj sudhu roye geche smiriti gulo. Dekhte dekhte 9 ta bochor kete geche or sathe kono joga jog nei.

Ami jani o amar jonno opekha kore boshe ache. Obhiman ache kintu seta bhaloi. Amar bhalor jonne. 

NEWTON

CHA - A - CHUTI

BIGGYAPONER HAR !!!!

MAJHE MAJHE

JODI EKDIN....

Baje sokal 4 te, jani na r sobai er moto  tui o sopner desh a kin a. sei rojer moto abar jigges kore fellam kemon achis? Ami eai muhurte bhalo achi, bes bhalo lagche. Koto kichu bhebe chi toke bolbo. 15 bochorer jomano koto koto kotha, tui j bolis amader eto kotha ja sara jibon bolleo ses hobe na ekdom tai. Ami bolbo r tui sunbi. Jnais  jedin tor sathe eto gulo bochor por abar joga jog holo ami khub khusi hoye chilam achi asha kori thakbo. Jani na tui koto ta khusi peyechilis. Firiye  diyechilis tui amar 15 bochorer purono sob obhiggota bhalo monder sob din gulo, thanx.

Ami kono dino bhabini j kinba bhabar sujog kore uthte parini j tor sathe amar kono dino abar joga jog hobe, kothay ami to kono podokhep nei ni tor sathe jogajog korar. Chele r ki sarthopor na? na ki bachader moto notun khelna pele ager purono khelna bhule jai?  Jai hok eai topic ta niye amader ageo onek kotha hoyechilo onek kotha kata kati hoye chilo, ebong kothao bondho hoye gechilo jani na tor mone ache kina?

Janis ajj kal ami toke onek miss kori, onek . besi din hoyto r bachbo na , kintu tarporeo bchar onek chesta kori notun notun rasta khuji, ki bhabe bhalo thaka  jai, khusi te thaka jai, r sobai k ektu khusi deowa jai. Amar miss kora niye jeno bolis na nekamo, bolis na jeno kothay etogulo bochor to misss koris ni tokhon ki tui kharap chilis? Mone to hoy j bhaloi chilis. Ami kirokom chilam ban a chilam seta boro kotha noi ekhon ami kirokom achi seta boro kotha last kichu mas dhore ami jokhon I tor kotha bhabi ba tor sathe kotha boli amar khub bhalo lage. Jani na tui koto ta enjoy koris? Kono dino kholsa kore kichu bolli na.eta ekta obhijog amar tor kache. Naki tui mone korte paris na ami tor kotha sonar ba bojhar upojukto patro noi? Ekta kotha hoyto tui Janis na ami toke niye khubi chinta kori bolte paris sara din rat,  jani na eta bhalo na mondo amar bhalo lage . koto kichu bhabi…

Proti din sokale office a giye chat box ta sobar age khuli, bhabi j Jodi ajj hotat kore eai sokal bela toke peye jai. Tahole eai bolbo oai bolbo, kintu tor presence er light ta jole na, ektu kharap lage kintu tar sathei bhabi j o to asbe jokhon or somoy hobe. Prthome chilo 12 ta tar por holi 12.30 tar por 1.00 tar por 2.00 ajj kal to kokhono kokhono 2.30 ba 3.00 te bhalo. Kintu ami bose thaki odhir opkha te, kokhon tui asbi r tor sathe duto kotha bolbo. Jani bhabte tor ektu odbhut lagche, hoyto etao bhabchis j bara bari type er, ki korbo bol ? amar j tor sathe kotha bolte khub bhalo lage . koto kotha bhabi j bolbo ja age kono dino bolini, proti din bhabi j bolbo, tar por kirokom bhabe jeno tal gol pakiye jai, jotla pakiye jai r oai jot charate charate abar tor jaowar somoy chole ashe, tui chole jas. Ami abar opekha kori abar ek din, bhalo bes bhalo majhe modhye opkha korteo mondo lagena. Majhe modhye khub rag o hoi kintu bhabi j o to eto kichur modhyo amake koto khusi dei, tahole eto tukuni opkha to ami korte pari. Jei manus ta etogulo manus k khusi te rakhar chesta kore kore tar jonno ek din keno sara jibono opekha kora jete pare.

Tobe ekta anurodh j Jodi paris tui tor lekha ebong kaj ta parle ektu ektu kore korar chesta kor. Jodio eai kothata ami toke bolte bolte nije kaj korar sahos ta peyechi abar.eta asha kori tui Janis na. toke bolte bolte ami nijekeo boltam, ajj joto tukuni kaj korchi mone hoy purotai hoyto tor jonno.

Life a ekta somoy emon geche j kaj korar iche tai chole gechilo saradin rat taka poysa , so called status and aro koto kichu, birokto lege jeto, kinti kichu korar chilo na, korte to amake hobei, ekhon khub ekta r kharap lage na, purotai obheser sikar hoye geche.

Jai hok durotto bhalo, r tar jonnoi hoyto ami toke eto kotha bolte parchi. Jodi pase kinba sathe petam jnai na adou bolte partam ki na, jani manus somsto kichu payna, akhep roilo. somy chole jai kintu onek kothai nijer kachei roye jai.

Bhalo thakis.

THIKANA

                                                          

Thikana  sobdo ta bes akorshonio tai na? mane asha kori sobari jana ache, tao eai boka boka kotha ta jigges korte iche korlo tai korlam. Jai hok amar ajj ker tarikhe jei thikna seta hoyto amar kacha kachi jei manus gulo ache tarao jane na. kintu joga jog ache kom besi sobar sathe. Erokomi ekti thikanar kotha ajj bolchi – ( j1/81 SECOND  FLOOR D.D.A  FLATS KALKAJI  N.D 19) amader thik nicher floor . bes kichu din dhore floor ta khali chilo,tar jonno kono dini oai dorja ta serokom bhabe kono dini dristi akorson koreni ba moner bhetore kono rokomer kono koutuhol jageni  j ekbar dhuke dekhi okhane ki ache? Ekdin rater belate bes gobhir rate kichu checha mechir aowaj sunte pelam kichukhon chollo tarpor bondho hoye gelo ami abar ghumiye porlam.

Pordin sokal bela as usual office er tara te oai dorja tar dike taka teo parini, sondhy bela bari fire moner bhetore bohu bar prosno jegechilo okhane kara eseche ???  

Koyek din pore ek Sunday te sokal bela te amar flate calling bell ta beje uthlo dorja ta kholar por dekhlam j ekti chele diriye ache 22/23 bochorer , make jigges korlo apni ki bangali? Ami bollam hay keno bolo? Tate bujhlam j orao hoyto bangle bhasa ta boje kintu jani na j bangali kina. Alap holo ebong bes bhalo bondhutto holo tar pechone karon ta sudhu tara bangala bhasa ta boje tai noy  ora bangalio ebong khub bhalo kotha bole khub bhalo manus gulo. Tarpor emon kono din jai ni ja ami office a jaowa ba office theke asar por oai ghore calling bell bajai ni  ba okhane adda mere barite dhukini. Teen  jon thakto okhane ( Subir , Abhishek , Bhisso )

Erokom I ekdin sondhya belate amra amader adda khana te mane thek a gechi  to sekhane dekhlam  ekjon k jar gaye kono jama nei roga patla  ekti chele ora alap koriye dilo o naki oder bondhu jar nam (soummya ) jake ora bhai bole dakto r ami ami ok poroborti somoy ok soummya bondhopadya bole daktam . khubi bhalo chele khubi creative gan bhalo basto khub sundor gan gaito r bhalo choboi tulto still noy or ektu moving  er proti akorson chilo somosto miliye attractive kintu or thikana ta holo o ekjon Engineer . amar jibone ami eai prothom manus k dekhlam j se sara rater office korar poreo sei ek mukh hasi niye sobar sathe khub sundor kore mela mesa kore, biroktir kinchit abas tukunio tar mukhe kono dino dekhini. Mone hoy o nijer ostitto ta jane . or kach theke amra koyek ta sobdoer bebohar abar khuje peyechilam, kichu purono feeling , kichu purono gondho ja amra pray harate bosechilam.

Kichudin age sunlam j o naki Kolkata fire jache, sune mon ta kharap hoye gechilo, kintu kichu korar nei. Notun thikana te hoyto aro kichu manus or jonno opekha korche. Abar or thikana bodle jache, notun thikana ki hobe k jane? Amar jan nei …

SUDHU TOR JONNO.

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FERAY DEKHA

Dekhte dekhte bes onek gulo bochor kete gelo, ajjk jekhane dariye achi sekhane dariye pechone ghure jokhon dekhi tokhon agekar dingulo pray odrisso hoye geche, majhe modhe kichu kichu muhurto ordho nimilito chokhe hat baranor chesta korche kintu take dhor j ami amar kache anbo sei sahos kinba iche ta hoyto ajj kal paina. Ajj kal jeno kirokom ekta sekor hin mone hoiy nijeke. Jani na keno? majhe modhye boddo ekla thakte iche kore, khujte iche kore nijer ostitto ta k. kintu somoy nei. Majhe modhye mone hoi j 24 ghonta ta jodi bodle giye 48 ghontate ek din hoto tahole hoyto ektu somoy petam nije k khuje ber korar jonno.

Kintu sombhob noi – nijera kirokom jeno khachate bondi pakhider moto hoye gechi. Kokhono eai khacha tea bar kokhono oai khacha te. Eai khacha bodlanor jokhon somoy hoy tokon bes kichu dhulo makha sriti abar beriye ashe kono bakso ba kono book self theke. Dhulo jhere fele segolor dike takale prochur kichu bolte chai tara, chokher konate kokhono jol jome jai abar kokhono ba mon khule haste iche kore, upay nei tai bhebeo love nei. Kintu tobuo seguloke abar ekti packet er modhye bondho kore rakhi. Sritir adou ki kono mullo ache?

BADHA GORU CHARA PAOWA .

Ami  janina ami ki likhchi . Kintu jetai likhchi  bes bhalolagche. Bes onek bochor por ekta  manuser sathe dekha holo khub bhalo  laglo.Jani na koto ta bhalo laglo ami janina kibhabe Bolbo. Tobe bhalo lagche. Koto diner jonno jani na. ami jani na ami ki bolchi kintu bhalo lagche. Khub bhaloagche,jani na ki bhabe sobai amake, tobe eai muhurte bhalo lagche.  Ajj chand tao onno dinr theke akare onek besi boro lagche, sotti ki tai? Na amar dekhar bhul? Jani na, janteo chai na. ekta manuser mon eto bhalo ki kore hote pare? Ki kore ekta manus eto sundor hote pare? Amar bhogobaner kache sudhu ekta prathona j tumi eai prthibi te bhalo manuser poriman ta kom rekhe bhalo korecho. Ta na hole ajj hoyto ami janteo partam na j manuso eto sundor hote pare. Ami jantam j sudhu pahar, nodi,akash, ful, pakhi rai sudhu sundur.

Ajj dol jatra,  jake amra boltam  BOSONTOSAV. Praye bhulei gechilam eai  sundor sobto ta.abar sunlam bhalo laglo. Mone holo j ekta kichu hariye jaowar agei abar mone pore galo, tai abar take bedhe fellam nijer moner sathe. Bes bhalo lagche sobai ajj koto khusi. Sobai- sobai k rong lagache, kono dhoroner kono didha bolte kichu nei, koto sundor, karor mukhe kono birokti nei. Amra ki pari na eai bhabe sobai sobar sathe hasi khusi bhabe mile mise thakte? Naki amder eai iche kinba chesta gulo dhire dhire koppurer moto miliye jache? Kintu jache kothay? Eai somoy ta te boro bhalo lage mone hoy j rongeen sopner des.

Ajj hoyto ebhabe bhabte parchi tar karon ektu onno rokom bhabar chesta korchi . tobe kharap lagche na. etaro bes bhalo ekta dik ache jar modhy kono rokomer  kono complication nei, somosto jinis tai jeno joler moto sochho. Bhalo bes bhalo. Ami bhabte parini j eto eto bochor por joga jog ta j amar jibober eto boro ekta dik khule debe bhabte parini. Sotti eta hoyto ami serokom bhabe bhasate bole bojhate parbo na…

FACEBOOK CHATT !!!

Choto bela te chaat kotha ta sune chilam ebong tar sathe satheo Kheyechilam.ektu jhal ektu misty ektu tok – yammmmmm , school e jaowar pothe ba chutir dine dupur bela te acchar owalar theke 20 poysa ba 30 poysa diye chalta, kul era char ufffffff bhablei jibhe jol chole ashe ekhono.ekhon kintu amar mukhe jol jome geche,mmmmmmmmm. Jai hok  ajj r sei chaat nei kintu eseche notun chat nam ta eki ache special chaat, kintu madhom ta bodle geche.ami tar nam diyechi facebook speacil chaat.ekhane naki manus tar moner sob kotha bolte pare tar bondhu ebong prio jon k. tate tar protittore kou ichu bolbe kina tar kono surety nei, sudhu tumi tomar kotha bolo. Ekhan porjonto thik ache kintu ekta kotha bhebe boro obak lage j jara eai face book namok special chaat ta gilche tader modhy 99% manus janei na j k eai chaat ta baniyeche ( Mark Elliot Zuckerberg born May 14, 1984 ). Kintu seta niye ekta notun industry suruo kore felechi amra. Jar notun ek nam deowa hoyeche NEW MEDIA . ekhane tara strategy bany manuser sathe k bhabe kotha bolbe. Hai bogoban hai a ki din also jekhane manus manuser sathe kotha bolte gele strategy r dorakar pore. Ebong eai new media industry te besir bhag jara jog dan korechen ebong tara mase bes mota onker taka uparjon korchern.tara tader nijeder jiboner sothik strategy ta j ki hobe tai jane na . Kintu ajjker tarikhe tara onno kono manus ba product er strategy niye lafa lafi korche. tara ja niye porasuna korechen ba sopno dekhten tate ekebarei kichu korte paren ni,ami jani na adou kono dino parben ki na??? amar majhe modhye mone hoy eai new media ta ekta bhaota baji manus k boka bananor ek notun rasta.er akar ta amar kache (HUMAN DIGESTIVE SYSTEM) er moto lage. Eai chaat ti k ajj ker tarikhe eto dekhte akorshonoi kore tola hoyeche j bolar moto noy mane amar kache ontoto kono sobdo nei. Jei manus ta chokhe dekte paina seo hoyto bhogoner kache ekbar prathona kore j ekbar drisi dao dekhi  oai bostu ta ki?

Aat theke ashi  somosto boyoser manus eai chat khabar jonno pagol.amar onek somoy mone hoy era sei SOONDI  rajjer basinda bohu din dhore boba hoye chilo hotat ek jadukorer jadu te tara abar kotha bolte suru koreche. Jane na ki bolche keno bolche. Prochondo sor gol karor kotha thik kore sona jai na, somosto ta miliye ekta chitkar chechamechi. Tara ajj r chaltar achar kuler achar alu kabli bes mosla diye tok jhal misty r test a janei nab a bhule geche.

Kintu ekta kotha prochondo dorkari - tomra jano ki eai j new media so called social media jara korchen tader modhye kintu koui social worker noi, kintu tara tader k social worker bole clam kore. Bina profit e ekti sobdo porjonto tara lok jon k bolbe na, ba sohojogita korbe na. r jara sotti karer social worker tader kono jaiga nei eai industry te, kou tader kotha bole na. 

OPEKHA

Bhalo lage sopner maya jal bunte. Kintu pari na. Choker nonta jol r bhalo lage na, Jodi kokhono kokhono ektu misty swad paowa jai bhalolage, kintu sombhonb noi . bhalolage akashe pakhi der dol jokhon surjer alor moto chari dike choriye pore, kintu sombhob noi. Bhalo lage amar oai chooto baranda diye rater oi akash dekhte , kintu sombhob noi. Bhalo lage proti tam anuser chokhe khusi dekhte , kintu sombhob noi. Bhalo lage tor hat dhore briti te bhijte , kintu sombhob noi. Bhalo lage jibon songini jokhon nispap sisur moto haste suru kore , kintu sombhob noi. Bhalo lage rasta gulo Jodi akaser dike chole jeto, kintu sombhob noi.

Bhalo laga sobdo tae k ek somoy khub thunko bole mone hoi, ajj ker tarikhe er  kono existence ache kina amar jana nei, sotti Jodi theke thake tahole manus keno depression er modhye din kathache???? Ekjon r ek jon er sathe keno eto lorai kore. Tahole keno choto choto manus k ondhokar duniya te dhakka mere deowa hoi. Keno tahole sisu sromoker poriman eto barche? Keno eai onath asrom guli banger chatar moto  chari dike gojiye uthche? Keno tahole ek bogod jomir jonno rokto bhese jache? keno ami sokal bela bose chithi likhchi toke?????

Khub bhabi , jani eto bhebe ki hobe ? keu ajj porjonto eto bhebe kichu korte pareni, na parbe.Chup kore thakte icheo kore na kintu bhabi j chup kore thaki . bolte  chai ajj onek kichu.jani sotto noi sobi kolponai, sopno gulo sotti hobe tari opkhai…

KHONOKER ANONDO.

Hay  ami abar firechi, jani na koto diner jonoo na koto bchorer jonno, khub bhalo bolle seta puro mithye kotha bola hobe , hay mai khub ekta bhalo nei, mon mejaj ektu kharap ache . kintu tar modhye theke kothao ekta bhalo lagar alo dekhte pachi. R sei jonnoi office theke bose eai blog likhchi.

Ekta kotha bhebe odbhut rokomer mone hoche j eto gulo bochor dhore jei manus tar sathe ami amr jibon katachi sei manus ta eai prothom bar amar moto kore ektu chinta korte suru koreche. Bhalo lagche seta bhebe  abar obak o hoye jachi j jei manus taa kache  manosik santir theke anusangik jiniser proti onek besi chahida chilo, sei manus ta hotat kore jki kore eai rokom bhabe kotha bolche kinba bhabte parche. Jani na eta ki kore sombhob holo…

BUKE BETHA

Ufffff r para jache na buke betha ta r thik bojha jache na, jani na keno? Ekta somoy chilo jokhon bes bhalo rokomeri buker betha ta jege uthto, tokhon amar boyes 15 kinba 16. Bhalo chilam masty te chilam.ja mone asto tai kortam, kono rokomer kono badhon chilo na. school e jaowar pothe , kochin class , khelte jaowar pothe kinba kono bondhu bandhobe barite Jodi kono sundori meye k dekhtam r rehai nei tar.pechon pechon jowa, kotha bola nam thikana neowa ufffffff pagol pagol lagte. Mone hoto j sorgo peye gechi hate. Din nei rat nei sudu betha. Somoy egiye chollo kintu ami pray eki rokom chilam, ekta poriborton amar hoyechilo seta onek bethar theke ekti betha te rupantorito hoyechilo. Kintu ki r kora jabe bolo je bhabe choturdike eto sundori opsora cholafera korche ta dekhe j betha chagar deina ta ami bolbo na.dey kintu hat ta chapa diye rakhte hoy. Loke sunle ba dekhle ki bolbe sei r tar modye boyes tao to barche.

Ami jani cholera obosso erokom hoy kichu ta. Tader k somaje bole chichore kinba nogor kattik.amio ek somoy sei gostir modhye portam. Ami seta boli kintu onek so called bhodro lokera bolen j issssss chi chi eai somosto baje jinis kora mane jiboner somoy nosto kora.

Ami kintu kono dino bhabini j egulo baje jinis ebong somoy nosto kora. Onek kichu sikhechi, jenechi. Onek manus k kache r theke kichuta jante perechilam.ajj kal r kou sohoje bondhuto kore na ,bhabe pache tader somoy nosto hoy. Kinba kono khoti hoye jai. Tai ajjkal manuser r sei bhabe buke betha mone hoyna khub ekta besi hoy. Into heart attack ta kintu hoy majhe majhe…

SES BOLE KICHU NEI

Ses bole kichu nei bole kichu nei sobdo ta bes bhalo kore sunechilam anjon dar ekta gane. Bhalo lege chilo tar thekeo boro kotha holo mone onek jor peyechilam tokhon amar 2^nd kinba 3^rd year collage er. Ajj abar mone hoche j hoyto ses bole kichu to ache.suru jokhon hoyeche kono jinis tar ses to kono na kono jaiga te ache.jokhon jibon suru hoyeche tokhon to ses hobei. Kono class a jokhon porikha dichhi pas korle to seta ses. Erokom bhabe prochur podokhep eke k kore ses hote suru korche, kintu amar eai chotto ekti sopno eksomoy jokhon dekhtam tar suru to korechilam kintu kichu ta rasta cholar por jeno ses hoye gelo. Egonor amar onek iche chilo kintu parini.odbhut rokomer ek odrisso maya jal ja amake puro puri bhabe ate felechilo. Dekhte dekhte bes onek gulo bochor kete gelo kintu ekhono parini.

Kichu diner jonno mone hoyechilo j ami abar egobo amar oai soper dike, bhalo lagchilo bes.anondo hochilo khub, bhablam hoyto ebar ami parbo amar sopno k sarthok korte, kintu ota amar bhul bhabna chilo. Ota amr dara r mone hoy na r hobe. Sara ta jibon eai bhabei kete jabe. 10 ta 5 tar niyome.

Chottobelar sei sopno ta r mone hoy na eai jibone puron korte parbo. Sarthopor hote parbo na…

15 BOCHOR

1996 (class 10)school pass out korlam,mone holo boro hochi, r hoyto ma babar boka r mar khete hobe na. khub anondo hochilo mone mone, kau k bolini pache sobai bengo kore sei bhoye. Ses porjonto thik kore fellam chobi tai ankbo kintu,  Higher education er jonno school  e abar bhorti holam kintu mon ta pore thakto chobi ankar jonno, sei jonno  bes koyek bar school cut mere amader  Dhakuriya lake a giye onek din sudhu bose chilam, dekhtam  sudhu gachpala r oai lake ta k. Din joto egote thaklo school a jaowar iche gulo ekebarei  lupto hote suru korlo. R ekti notun iche holo moner bhetore, kichu bhaskorjo ( sculpture ) dekhar,  tar jonno giye poucholam  Indian museum a, khub bhalo lagchilo jokhon oto purono somosto  oitihasik kaj dekhe. Dekhtei roye gechilam r bhabchilam j ki kore koreche eai somosto kaj. Khub bhalo lagchilo. Ekdin du din kore barte suru korechilo amar okhane jaowar school cut mere. Okhane  jaowar pechone r ekti mul karon o chilo ( Archaeological department ) a jokhon gelam dekhlam okhane oneke bose chobi ankche , dekhe obak hoye gechilam ebong koto sundor sundor chobi. Kichudin por theke amio tader dole jog dilam. Anonde attohara hoye gechilam. Prothome ektu bhoy o lagchilo kintu thik ache bhalolagchilo.

1997/98 eai somoy amar alap holo ekti notun ekti manuser sathe bhalo laglo ektu onno rokom, tar chinta bhabnao bes sobar theke alada mone holo, hoyto ami erokom ekti kebla choron bole kono dhoroner decency bodh ba decoram amar modhye chilona tar jonno amar or sathe kotha bolte kinba company dite bhalo lagto, mone ja asto ami boltam, kichu diner modhye amra bes bhalo bondhu hoye gechilam. bhaloi din katchilo, or abar academy of fain art a jete or khub bhalo lagto sunechilam. Ebong bes koyebar dekhao hoyechilo. Ekdin to or sathe emon kotha kata kati j bolar moto noi, topic ki ? meye ebong chele niye torko.

Tarpor theke  kiriko bhabe ektu ektu kore or sathe amar joga jog kome gelo, kokhono sokhono rasta te ba collage a dekha hole hi hello tukuni  hoto er theke r ektuo besi kono kotha amra boltam na. jani na keno? Asthe as the bhulei gechilam, kono adda te kohono Jodi or nam asto tokhon mone porto j ok to ami jani ba chini.

10/11 bochor prem kore biye korechi eai 2009 sale, khub bhalo achi ekhon biyer surur dike ektu gondogol hoyechilo amar r amar bou er modhy kintu abar thik hoye jai, bhaloi din katche ajj kal.jai hok ekdin sokale office a amar facebook  account ta khultei dekhlam koyekta friend request tar modhye amar sei purono bondhur ekta, koyek muhurter modhy ami obak hoye gelam r bhabte badho holam j prithibi ta khubi choto.much k haslam.

Joga jog holo abar amar oi purono bodhur sathe khub bhalo lagchilo khub khub ,r amra abar khub kotha boli, ok dekhe ami prothome to chintei parini se ekhon duto poribar samlay bhaba jai na,jantam j kichu ekta korbe kintu …

Roj ami ok boli j koi re ube geli naki ekdin o ama k bollo j ube gelam r kono kotha hoyni bes onek din holo, kharap lagche sotti ki ube gelo o abar? Kotha ki r hobe na or sathe ? Kintu ami khub ashabadi …

JA CHOKHE DEKHA JAI NA...

Bes kichu bochor dhore manuser mone proman korar iche ta khub besi porimane uki jhuki marche.keno eto proman korar iche ? ami nijeo tader modhye ekjon, keno eto proman korar iche jani na . adou ki kono love ache ? ami Jodi proman na korte pari adou ki kono bisal poriborton asbe amar chari dike jei manus jon achen? R Jodi pari taholei ba ki amon poriborton ghotiye debo ami? Sotti karer ki amader kichu proman korar dorkar ache? Sabhabik bhabe ki kono jinis kora jete pare na? na ki kora jai na? r Jodi jai tahole keno eto somossa? Sobai keno eke opork dosarop korchi?

Tai majhe modhye mone hoy eai jogote jader k amra dekhte pai na tader sathe bondhutto korte iche kore, sekhane hoyto erokom proman korar kichu thakbe na. na bolei onek kichu bojhano jabe. 

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